You were the hardest lesson I ever had to learn.
But what if I never get over you?
What if I continue to wake up every day of my fucking life & want you so badly that my bones shake so much that they feel like they’re going to break?
What if I keep waiting for a call or a text or a sign from God that never comes?
What if you were the one but I wasn’t?
I am exhausted of wanting and never having. Loving and always hurting.